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Tuesday, December 8, 2015


Just the other day I was having my monthly mood swings and feeling overwhelmingly depressed. I was feeling like bawling into a puddle of tears the whole time.

But I was determined to not let how I feel inside ruin my day, or affect those around me. So I threw on the brightest smile on my face, was witty, and fun.

Later that day, a Bangladeshi waiter came up to my table and said something along the lines of "you look very happy today... Always smiling and laughing... Very nice" coupled with some head-bobbing motion and thumbs up.

I guess I tried too hard looking happy. 

But at that very moment, I realised more than ever that not everything is what it seems to be.

Sometimes we just do not know.